Saturday, June 19, 2010

No matter how beautiful the lines, a million seers could not express the very strand of love beating in my heart, tugged by


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master i reisgned myself! once i knew i could not make you my own ! everything around me glooms , at one i am pulled by the weight of your love, and then i am loosing , sinking here , unable to keep footing. what can i string together to piece apart this pain. i accepted this loneliness. in the stillness of earth, my heart streams as clear clouds mother ! i swore on the arrow that struck the frail smile of my heart, i would lose this life loving you, though you would be no more mine than a glance.
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Swept Away

At first, the way of your love
seemed easy.

I thought I’d reach
your union
with speed.

After taking a few steps
I found
the way is an Ocean.

When I stepped in,
a wave swept me away.


Awhad al-Din Kirmani

Friday, June 11, 2010

Nissim Ezekiel

Night of the Scorpion
"I remember the night my mother was stung by a scorpion. Ten hours
of steady rain had driven him to crawl beneath a sack of rice.
Parting with his poison -- flash of diabolic tail in the dark room --
he risked the rain again. The peasants came like swarms of flies
and buzzed the Name of God a hundred times to paralyse the Evil One.
With candles and with lanterns throwing giant scorpion shadows
on the sun-baked walls they searched for him; he was not found.
They clicked their tongues. With every movement the scorpion made
his poison moved in Mother's blood, they said. May he sit still,
they said. May the sum of evil balanced in this unreal world
against the sum of good become diminished by your pain.
May the poison purify your flesh of desire, and your spirit of ambition,
they said, and they sat around on the floor with my mother in the centre.
the peace of understanding on each face. More candles, more lanterns,
more neighbours, more insects and the endless rain.
My mother twisted through and through groaning on a mat.
My father, sceptic, rationalist, trying every curse and blessing,
powder, mixture, herb, and hybrid. He even poured a little paraffin
upon the bitten toes and put a match to it.
I watched the flame feeding on my mother. I watched the holy man
perform his rites to tame the poison with incantation.
After twenty hours it lost its sting."

"My mother only said:
Thank God the scorpion picked on me and spared my children."

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

i longed to know you. i had thought the path to god was joyful, but my years are all sorrow .

Sunday, May 23, 2010

"Try to know the nitya through leela," says Ramakrishna. "It is through the leela that you must feel your way to the nitya. It is again from the nitya that you must feel your way back to the leela."

Saturday, May 22, 2010

'This Sphota has one word as its only possible symbol, and this is OM. And as by no possible means of analysis can we separate the word from the idea, this OM and the eternal Sphota are inseparable; and therefore it is out of this holiest of all holy words, the mother of all names and forms, the eternal OM, that the whole universe may be supposed to have been created. But it may be said that, although thought and word are inseparable, yet as there may be various word-symbols for the same thought, it is not necessary that this particular word OM should be the word representative of the thought out of which the universe has become manifested. To this objection we reply, that this Om is the only possible symbol, which covers the whole ground, and there is none other like it.The Sphota is the material of all words, yet it is not any definite word in its fully formed state. That is to say, if all the particularities, which distinguish one word from another be removed, then what remains will be the Sphota; therefore this Sphota is called Nada-Brahman, the Sound-Brahman. Now , as every word- symbol intended to express the inexpressible Sphota will so particularize it that it will no longer be the Sphota, that symbol which particularizes it the least and at the same time most approximately expresses its nature, will be the truest symbol thereof; and this is the OM, and the OM only; because these three letters A, U, M, pronounced in combination as OM, may well be the generalized symbol of all possible sounds. The letter A is the least differentiated of all Sounds. Again, all articulate sounds are produced in the space within the mouth beginning with the root of the tongue and ending in the lips- the throat sound is A, and M, is the last lip sound; and the U exactly represents the rolling forward of the impulse which begins at the root of the tongue , continuing till it ends in the lips, If properly pronounced this OM will represent the whole phenomenon of sound production, and no other word can do this; and this, therefore, is the fittest symbol of the Sphota, which is the real meaning of OM. And as the symbol can never be separated from the thing signified, the OM and the Sphota are one. And as the Sphota, being the inner side of the manifested universe, is nearer to God, and is indeed the first manifestation of Divine Wisdom, this OM is truly symbolic of God.' - Swami Vivekanda, the lion.

Friday, May 21, 2010

"Your hut stands outside the city
Oh, untouchable maid
The bald Brahmin passes sneaking close by
Oh, my maid, I would make you my companion
Kanha is a kapali, a yogi
He is naked and has no disgust
There is a lotus with sixty-four petals
Upon that the maid will climb with this poor self and dance."