It's been a long journey. Left the city, where are those angels anyway. I left without a question mark, back to sobriety. A more clear view, without all those muddled emotions a result, of a thick vein of people closing in on your walls. It's good to get away, what friends were they anyways. Long year, dramatic events. Now, at least I can make up for the time I wasted ,being passive.

Perhaps all of life is about these summer hours

Wouldn't it be a grand idea to have a sort of bank or fund for students around the world trying to educate themselves? Wouldn't that be a great Kiva style- micro financing loans & grants. I, before , didn't understand situations, but a great story made me understand that the situations of life are best suited for you rise up in front, and not to mind others, and their timid ways . Living in the lap of luxury, you can never feel the urge to help others; the same for a lazy spirit.

Go into solitude and shut yourself in a cave. Peace is not there. Peace is where faith is, for faith is the root of all.

An oily physical appearance - want both God & enjoyment ; a dry one - for yoga alone.

Krishna mentions in the Gita about the seven steps of a man's downfall from spiritual life

Thinking about sense objects

Will attach you to sense objects

Grow attached, and you become addicted;

Thwart your addiction, it turns to anger;

Be angry, and you confuse your mind;

Confuse your mind, you forget the lesson of experience;

Forget experience, you lose discrimination;

Lose discrimination, and you miss life's only purpose. (2. 62-63)

Looking at this, I am so glad never had the opportunity to paint sponge bob on me.





I went for the 1st session of laser tattoo removal today in downey. It was less painful than I expected; I expected hell. This was like a micro-collodial rays of rubber bands attacking you. They give you five seconds bursts. Helps remove the pain. She said people usually say a cuss word after she gives a 1st zap. I thought oh, not so bad. Anyways, but we'll see how much of it goes. This is a lucrative business for these guys. She did the words on the left arm, hopefully I can get some bonji there by Taka.

Oh Yeah thats Marc Jacob's by the way, hot shot millionaire, branded luxury artiste you could call them types. Still, I have to say I feel pretty fucking cool when I know my shit is realer than any of this shit they got. Feels pretty good. Like the end of a cigarette , bright red cherry as it burns, in that cold wintry end of a drag.